Another day in my life...

There I was, awaiting my next class. Did the language lab thing, even listened to Portuguese discs and Italian ones. I went to my car to switch books. When I finally log onto a computer in the Atrium, I check my Gmail and there it was... my class was canceled (I Googled "canceled" always thought it was "cancelled"---that's the British spelling ^_^) . I updated my Facebook status (when don't I!) and now here I am, updating this blog.

I used to have an Xanga and a Livejournal growing up, but deleted them (past relationship reasons). Part of me missed writing about my daily adventures/thoughts. I get to rant about anything and everything ^_^ yay, for this eBlog thing.

Alright, so here we go, a new thought for the day. The past two nights I've had the opportunity to catch Premonition, of course when it's halfway done. I've seen it before and it still makes me cry (what movie doesn't?). From watching this movie, and P.S. I Love You, I think about the future. I wonder what it will be like. I know, I know, I'm a hopeless romantic and look into movies a little more than the average person. Honestly, how does one recover from the death of the one they love? Think about it, you spend years trying to find the person who "completes" you. Once you do, something tragic occurs and you're left alone. I love couples who spend whatever time they can together and always keep things alive (bedroom or not). It makes me smile. I love my parents but I wish they would spend more time together. I mean SPEND TIME TOGETHER. (Caps on that because all they do is run errands or visit friend's home). I've approached them about this. My dad agrees, my mom, on the other hand, considers their routine "spending enough time together."

I'm a strong believer in fate, but I also believe every relationship has the potential to marriage. The issue is when people give 50% and expect the other half back. Why? I don't give my partner 50, for what? I want their full potential, they better be giving me theirs. ^_^ Then again, speaking from my past experiences, I may expect 100% and give it, but I tend to settle for less. That is an issue. Never settle for less, take it from someone who KNOWS the end result. Like Jason Evert says, "What is your love worth?" Is it three months? Four? Five? You decide! Love is beautiful, but we mistreat it in so many ways without realizing it.

In giving someone your love, you have to be cautious. It does take time, however, it can be instaneous. Those words, "I just knew", do exist (I think I stated it in the first blog). You have to stop and think sometimes because in all honesty, it might not be your heart talking (men AND LADIES). Pace it! Even if the end is not what you expected, you can walk away saying, "At least I tried." I'll leave you with these thoughts.

Until next time...

-T. Love