"See the innocence of a child? They do not see the 'evil' in others, only the good.
Learning to trust someone is a lot like baby steps."
I know, I sound like a hippie from time to time with my "Life is beautiful" statements I've posted here and on Facebook (sorry!) I find that life can be so much and yet "beautiful" is the best fit.
Some will damn their lives and say "fml", etc. but I see that as pointless. I've grown so much this year: physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Most people bid the year farewell on December 31st and recall memories of the previous years. I don't know what I'll do this year. I think it'll be the first time I cry about it.
It feels like I had a guardian angel looking over me; watching my every move. Whatever or whoever it was brought so much happiness into my life. I've received love from my family, friends and strangers that have become friends. ^_^ I've heard stories about friends/family who hurt each other and I cannot help but feel terrible. I've always believed in "Trust, until you are given a reason not to" (I think I've stated it in a previous post). There's truth in these words. You cannot go around hating someone for what others have done. I will admit that I, like most people in society, have trust issues. In addition, throughout this year I have seen and done things that have made me grow colder. I have my moments where I want to give something my all, but when I think about the "What If's" and "How Abouts," I close up. It might just be human nature. Who knows. I do know one thing, everyone deserves a shot. I'm slowly drilling this into my head and taking it into consideration. They say, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"--I agree! I aim to become better, stronger... never colder.
"Everything you see now is temporary, everything you take from what you see is permanent."
Smile ,
T. Love
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