It's been a while, yes I know. It's quite hilarious that every time I come to update it "has been a while." I have been pretty busy with school and work. All right, here comes the updates:
Life is amazing, as usual. Stress here and there but it isn't like last semester where I had no time to breathe. I cannot remember if I stated this before but I am in love with this semester's schedule. Classes on three days and "rest" for four. Quotes on the word rest because I don't really have time to rest. I love to plan new things; I keep in touch with friends, party here and there (yes, a girl has to work hard to play hard!), etc. I started this semester with high hopes and ever since, all has been well.
Valentine's Day was this past weekend. The question on your mind is, did she break her promise to herself? If I was as weak as I was last year, I would have. I am glad to say it will be 10 weeks tomorrow (Friday, Feb. 19th). I am truly proud of myself. Who knew, a Gemini woman could keep her promise to herself. ^_^
I'm still currently single which, I will admit can be a "sad" thing (especially with this winter being a bit brutal). I must say, I've been doing well. No cuddle buddy of any sort. I'm still friends with the Cuban, the 3rd-Grade crush, LC and the Brazilian. I have learned to keep people as friends. My mother (whose birthday is today) always told me the value of a friendship between opposite sex, or the person you are attracted to. Growing up I didn't understand, but after dating J and T, Oh MAN, did I learn. I still think of them from time to time, and wish them the best in all that they do. (WHAT AN EX-GIRLFRIEND!) It's true though. What good would it do if I wish people the worst of luck in life? It doesn't do me or them any justice. There are times I wish I could still have a friendship with the two of them. Then again, there's a reason for everything and this is just another product of "it happened for a reason."
You know, it's crazy how you go from knowing someone well to not knowing them at all. This is why I'm careful this time around. Usually I'd say, "Jump in, the water's fine" but not now. Truth is, I haven't really met anyone I could see myself with. Sounds like a selfish thing to say, I know. I just don't want to commit to someone I know I could not do so. After all, that's what a relationship is, a committment. I was talking to my best friend the other day about how I don't have a crush on anyone and how it's something new to me. Usually I become infatuated with someone for a short period and on to the next, or if we get together it takes me a while to get over them. I don't know, maybe it's part of the maturing process. I'm doing what I advise others to do: "Do whatever you need to do to get where you want to be." Every day I am reminded of a dream I want to achieve, and so I wake up ready to face the challenges with the biggest smile. It's crazy how much I love challenges...things people run away from, I run towards.
Cheers!
-T. Love
Live the life you dream
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